Did I say that I am no longer nervous before my CT scans? By misremembering I was purposely trying to make my brain think that way. Think that it is no big deal. Think that is OK if the drug does not work on me. Think that other ones will come along.
But the CT scan is tomorrow and of course I am anxious. This is a "nice" clinical trial to be on. It would be wonderful if, for a change, this one caused an Apoptosis.
I'll post the results of the scan tomorrow, as soon as I can.